Kesulai Bungai

yeay! after for so long. i open up this blog to public again. :D happy happy??

i know my dad has been reading my blog :D here u are daddy. :D :D :D

i have no idea on what to post. what i know, im done with maths, and it was like hell. i fee like crying towards the end because i cant finish those questions.

this is the selampai i bought on the 31st of may, evening. was on our way back to rumah panjai when my father stopped to ask my mother to buy some hens and babis for the gawai. nearby. there was this lady selling those stuffs of ngepan and all, and so i bought this. it's cheap ang i've longed for this.
the food that was to be serve for pengambang. our bilik was the 8th bilek to serve this year round. oh, it was so long to wait for our turn. and it was at 5 finnaly i guessed. i served the ladies, the drinks lah.
the ladies enjoying the foods. in this pic, from left to right in circle: the boy i'm not sure, mit, dobie and daughter, indai minang, ronny, indai ronny, and indai kingek.
and this me, maya nda ngabang. just for the sake of showing off this picture.hahaa
and that's my mother, in turqoise colour. the chairs were not normally there, but they were there for the YB. and they went home so the rumah panjai folks seat on them.
the gung ba depan bilik sidak aki tawi. in picture, kingkong, the name is kingkong. of course not his real name lah, he got that name for his enormous size when he was little. time did changed his size heh
and that's my uncle benund maluk bendai. i think it's called bendai. if not tawak, enkerumung ukai deyh.
this was during the malam 31, before ngirup ai pengayu. the girl, named nana, received prize from her grandfather because she won the modelling contest for girls, the girl's family was the sponsor.
and this is what the ibans call ranyai. indai kingkong benung ngadu ke ranyai.
kapal pasir mansa wai,hahahaa
this is the upfront view of our bilek.

bala ine' benung ngadu ke miring.
upak nyiur. yum yum, best eaten raw. huhu
ketupat, daun ketupat i should say.

my gawai was a blast one and i did capturesd some moments. there are too much pictures to be posted up, so i just treasure it i this lappy. heh. oh yes, the tuak for ai pengayu was good. refreshing. oh so malas to blog. bye bye. selamat ari gawai seklai dak gik ka aku!!!!!! oh gawai i love you

SELAMAT ARI GAWAI TO ALL DAYAKS AROUND THE WORLD.

selamat ari gawai gayu guru gereai nyamai nguan menua, kok orang. enti dah mabuk nibuh driba. anyways, you wont be reading this if you're drunk. i'm making no sense here. just, take care.

will be posting up some pics soon. i hope.

i'm doomed. actually for this holiday i really looking forward for gawai, for menua, for rumah panjai, for all the festive things will be going on, for the ai pengayu, for the ngambang, for my ine to nganyam the ketupat, miring and all sorts but mum just dropped the news that this year we're not going anywhere. i was sad, or furious to be exact. yes i'm this hot tempered person, or this person that hates disappointments. i'm frustrated. i really want to go back to village badly.if not now, when? i mean it has been a year, i miss it okay. i wanna meet my cousins, my nieces, nephews, the air, the river, the people, everything about it. i know i'm not being rational or whatever i am being right now. what kind of gawai would i have here? this city? it would not be the same i know. i tried to take this as a better change, i tried but i cant. i keep on thinking that this is not how it's suppose to be. family should reunites at times like this. anyways, just hope i would cool off soon. and ine would be alone. maybe there would just be uncle.

remorseful. scratch that, not remorseful, so full of regrets right now. when dady asked whether i want to go to manila that day, i didnt answer him for no known reason. guess that i was day-dreaming at that time. now, he's in manila. damnit, i wanna go to Philippine badly. but looking at the brightside, he went there to look for some waitresses for the bar, in which, i bet i had nothing to do with. so, i might get bored to death in the process of looking. but still, i wanna go there badly with no known reason. in fact, when i was in dubai, when people ALWAYS, highlight that, thought that i'm a filipina, i hate it. seriously, i hate it.no offence, any pinoys, i just don't like it. but i wanna go to pihillipnes badly. next time then, if there is.
ok, i'm done with my penyesalan.

so today i went out with my bestfriend, for good times sake, catching up time ene! but hell yeah i was late, and i had to leave early, so didnt do much. had some cakes at secret recipe as i was craving for the marble cheese cake. tehehehehehee. and so i gave her birthday present in which i was suppose to give to her on the 22nd of may. well i'm still in subang doing my exams, so it was late ene. sorry...i'll post up some pics later, mun aku rajin online lah. oh ya, met some collegians just now, quite a number of them.

time cuti malas online, later dah start school ya rajin online. pa mok jd?

bah mok nangga csi

it's my second day here. done nothing much. accept for the night that i've arrived, i went to my dad's bar. they were doing sound check at that time. it was at 8 something i guess, quite early. it's the second branch, they're expecting to officially open it up this coming tuesday. after the band from Philippines arrive i guess. everythg was normal as it was. then today, after mass, my family brought me to newly revonated bintang plaza. had some lunch at secret recipe. i'm not pleased at all with the food, the service. the deco was fine, but i cant eat the decos right. heeee :p
oh, it's so good to be home. cant wait to go back to village for gawai!!!!!